Monday, September 19, 2005

Another bad one...

This weekend was great! I got plenty of "Me time" and had fun being lazy.
But now Monday rolls around and it's been another bad day for me. I was really feeling overwhelmed and anxious this morning even though I took the Xanax. I decided to go home about 10:30 because I was already starting to cry for no reason and it always gets worse from there. So I came home and went straight to bed and got up at 2:00. I am going to the doctor Wednesday to talk about the anti-depression medication and I am going to counseling Thursday. Homecoming is Saturday and I am so excited about going, but already starting to feel anxious. I HATE HATE HATE crowds so it's a good thing we are only going with one other couple, which happens to be my best friend and her BF (see below).
I just got back from the HS ring ceremony that I was DREADING going to. You would think a $500 ring would get me excited and ready to go, right? WRONG! I guess it is the crowd thing again, but I am glad that I went. I absolutely LOVE my ring!
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It is white gold and the center stone is a pink cubic zirconia.

That's all for now. I have some homework to do.

2 comments:

Carrie said...

Haley, your class ring is beautiful!! I wish I still had mine.

I'm sorry to hear you're not feeling well, and dealing with all of the anxiety garbage. It's so rough, huh? :( Xanax doesn't do much to help me when I'm having an episode. Keeping you in my thoughts, keep your chin up! :)

Haley said...

Thanks Carrie! How have you been going? I haven't talked to you in a while.