First off- Phillip and I broke up about 2.5 weeks ago.
That's all I want to say about that.
Last week was spring break. Me and 3 other girls went to the beach. I got my belly button pierced (see below). We had a lot of fun, but then reality hits you in the face again. My depression is worse. I am sick of crying. I am sick of hurting. I am tired of life. No one understands. I have absolutely no one to talk to.
I've been drinking a lot and I know it doesn't help with my depression, but it helps me to escape. I need help, I know. I am going to see my doctor tomorrow. I hope she has some advice. I feel so lost. I have so much school work to do and I cannot concentrate. I need help. I really do. I guess we will have to see what happens tomorrow.
Please keep me in your prayers. That's all that's holding me up now.
-Haley
That's all I want to say about that.
Last week was spring break. Me and 3 other girls went to the beach. I got my belly button pierced (see below). We had a lot of fun, but then reality hits you in the face again. My depression is worse. I am sick of crying. I am sick of hurting. I am tired of life. No one understands. I have absolutely no one to talk to.
I've been drinking a lot and I know it doesn't help with my depression, but it helps me to escape. I need help, I know. I am going to see my doctor tomorrow. I hope she has some advice. I feel so lost. I have so much school work to do and I cannot concentrate. I need help. I really do. I guess we will have to see what happens tomorrow.
Please keep me in your prayers. That's all that's holding me up now.
-Haley
