Saturday, July 12, 2008

So many changes...

I feel like life is being pulled out from under me. I am incredibly happy, but with my boyfriend moving and all...I am having a hard time.
He has been my crutch for a good while now and I can't imagine everyday without him.
He is finally back into my life and now he is leaving. :[ I'm really not sure what to think about the whole situation.
My best friend is almost non-existent now. I miss her, but she's just not the same.
School is back & I thought about quitting. Our new professor is horrible. I can't let that get to me, right? I have to do this for myself.
I am so incredibly sad and upset tonight. I can't sleep.
I have had Rollie (my boyfriend) in my arms every night for 2 weeks now and now he's not here. ******************************
I am currently in Atlanta. So no, I won't get to kiss Rollie goodbye. This breaks my heart. We went and saw Blake Shelton last night. I should have had fun..but honestly, I didn't. I wanted to be with Rollie. We are all going to see Kenny Chesney and a few more country singers tomorrow. Time to get drunk. I damn sure need it.
*Haley*

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

It's been a good while...

So remember that boil? It was staph.I ended up staying 4 nights in the hospital. They ended up having to do surgery and it was 2 abscesses.so I had an open hole on my face that was about 1.5 inches deep! :( I had to "pack" it for a few days after I got home...and let me tell you, there is NOTHING like packing gauze in your face. BLEH.
So the night that my ex broke up with me...I called another ex for support. I missed him so bad. So now, we are back together. I couldn't be happier. Today I found out that he got a job out of town and will be moving. That breaks my heart. He has been staying with me for about 2 weeks now and now that he is not here I feel so alone and forgotten. :( This is going to be a HUGE adjustment.
School also started back. My nursing instructor quit and we now have a new one. I don't care for her. This is really discouraging for me. I'm not sure if I am going to stay at that college or not. I have thought about transferring and moving with my boyfriend. If I do...it will be a while.

Here are some pictures from the beach..

I will upload more on the next post.
-Haley-