Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Bubba died :(


On January 4th at 5:30 A.M. Bubba died. :( They tried to get her breathing again, but she was too far gone. I miss her. I miss her SO much. I sleep with her blanket every night. I know she's in a better place and she isn't suffering any longer, but I still wish she was here. :[

I was having a really hard time dealing with her death. I kept having horrible dreams and I would wake up crying so I went to the doctor and he put me on Abilify- since then I have been a scrapping machine.
This is actually only a portion of the pages I have made. I have also made over 50 cards since then too. I wish I would have scrapped the old photos while she was still alive. She loved to reminisce.
I know Bubba is still with me. She's watching over my family. She wasn't ready to die. :(

XOXO
Haley

10 comments:

Hoskins Family said...

Sorry for your loss. Your pages are awesome! Hope you feel better soon. I like your one that says new do. It's a cute cut!

Katie said...

I'm so sorry for you loss Haley. It's really great that you were able to scrap about her though, even if it was after she was gone. Keep hangin on!

Pam said...

I'm so so sorry for your loss. She seems like she was a wonderful person to know. Thanks for sharing your memories.
Tupoi

Kelly said...

I'm sorry for the pain you're dealing with. Death sucks :(

Your LOs are great!

Jennifer said...

Sorry for your loss.

I LOVE your scrapbook pages! Thanks for sharing them in blog land!

linda said...

I am sorry for your loss, I love your layouts..

Jen Allyson said...

What a beautiful tribute. Thank you for sharing it. I a sure she will be missed.

Creative Junkie said...

Holy heck ... your layouts are great! Maybe I need some Abilify?

I'm so very sorry for your loss. :(

Webb Family said...

I really love your LO's. I wish I was that good!

Crafty Niche said...

I'm so sorry for the loss of your grandma. Your layouts looks great. :)