Remember that boyfriend?

I royally fucked everything up. I was out with my friends one night and we went to a bar and I got WAYYY too drunk and ended up cheating on him. The sad thing is, I don't even remember doing it. :[ I cannot imagine my life without that boy, but I don't blame him for not wanting me. He is hurt beyond belief. I have hurt myself as well. I didn't mean it, but honestly how do you explain something like that? Hopefully, I can talk to him a little more and give him his time and he will come back around. I feel so stupid. I am sick of crying myself to sleep over this.

So after I realized that I fucked my relationship with "R" up...I decided to start hanging out with the one night stand guy, "E". Now I do like "E", don't get me wrong, but he is 23 and recently divorced and confused. He has already done quite a few things that are absolutely sick to me. I don't know...we will see how everything goes. Hopefully, everything works out for the better. I put it all in God's hands.

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I am still in school and doing okay, for now. I am very worried about it, because this new instructor is absolutely terrible. No lie. I'm lost in that area of life as well.
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And as for my best friend, we are on good terms again, but things still just aren't the same :[
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As far as scrapbooking goes. I actually scrapbooked a few weeks ago. I was so proud of myself. :] ************************************
And now I will post just some random recent pictures.