It's been forever!

I haven't updated in a long time. Well, I'm 18 now. My birthday was this past Saturday. Not much new with me though. I am still struggling with depression, as well as anxiety. My panic attacks are more frequently and the depression is worse. I can't take anymore. My parents are trying to get me put on homebound until Christmas vacation ends (January 9). Homebound is where a teacher comes to your house everyday to give your work and tests. That's the only solution that we can think of. I come home crying everyday and I don't know why. I have the perfect life, but something is bothering me. I have no clue what it is. I am physically and mentally exhausted. I cannot take anymore. I need to take care of me now and teach myself that I come first. It's getting harder and harder to get out of bed every single day. The homebound committee meets Wednesday so hopefully I will have all of my paper work completed. The hardest part is getting in touch with my doctors before then. Another bad thing is that my academic classes are the last 2 classes of the day and I am normally frazzled by then. I don't no why I am having such a hard time with this. I am in the process of changing doctors now. I have got to get all of this figured out before I start college next fall, possibly even this summer. *****************************

On a happier note, I did get my senior pictures back:
Later guys, Haley