I am still in shock and feel like I've been beaten with a steel pole. :(
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This kind of sums up how I'm feeling..this is also the song I listened to on the way home from his house. :(
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WHAT HURTS THE MOST- RASCAL FLATTS
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the mostIs being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to doWhat hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk awayAnd never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to doNot seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
Saturday, March 18, 2006
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4 comments:
I'm so sorry hun. This is hard and really there's no magic words I can say to take those pain away. You need some time to think things through and recover on your own. Believe it or not you will feel better and your choice is the right one. I've heard you on 2 peas about how he is reacting to the whole thing. You deserve so much better! Hugs.
Michelle
*HUGS* Haley, I'm so sorry that you're hurting right now. The pain will ease. Take all the time you need right now to take care of YOU. :) Maybe some shopping therapy? American Eagle, scrapbook supplies? Sure wish I lived closer. Take Care Deary!
I am so sorry, I know how you are feeling. It will get better with time, but I know now it will feel like your whole world is falling apart. {Everything happens for a reason.}I used to hate hearing that, but If I me and my hs/college sweetheart of three years (yes, we even talked about marriage) had never broken up, I would have never met my now Dh whom I love so much! I hope things get easier for you as time goes on. ((((HUGS))))
Where did ya go!? Haven't seen you in a while. Hope all is well. Update...update! :)
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